Friday, October 31, 2008

Struck by lightning

Yesterdays u/s was bad. Spectacularly bad. No, it couldn't just be a garden-variety, run of the mill miscarriage for me.
No, its a partial mole. Go ahead. Follow the links and join me in incredulity and horror. Be sure to read the part about lung metastasis. And waiting at least a year to attempt pregnancy again (which, sickeningly, is worse for me)

Of course, they say its too early to make a diagnosis. I had THREE pelvic ultrasounds yesterday, with the RE and the Peri. Nobody will call it. But I KNOW thats what it is. It can't be anything else. And next to the scary, giant blob is a tiny fetal pole, with a tiny flickering heart-waiting to be overcome by the blob thats taking all the space and all the resources.

There are no more words..


Blogger EJW said...

Oh, I'm so sorry. That's just horrible. I'll be thinking of you.

October 31, 2008 1:16 PM  
Blogger Megan said...

I'm sorry. I'll be thinking of you.

October 31, 2008 2:31 PM  
Anonymous Jen said...

I'm so very sorry. My thoughts are with you.

October 31, 2008 3:01 PM  
Blogger Thalia said...

That's just awful, I am sorry.

October 31, 2008 3:05 PM  
Blogger MsPrufrock said...

Just adding to the chorus of support. I'm so sorry.

October 31, 2008 3:46 PM  
Anonymous Jenn said...

I'm so sorry :(

October 31, 2008 7:34 PM  
Blogger Milenka said...

I'm so very sorry.

November 01, 2008 8:09 PM  
Blogger Sassy said...

I am so sorry Megan. I'm thinking of you and the tiny flickering heart. *hug*

November 01, 2008 10:40 PM  
Blogger tonya said...

I wish there was something I could say or do to make it better. You are in my thoughts, and I am so very sorry.

November 02, 2008 10:29 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

De-lurking to let you know how sorry I am for your very upsetting news. I will be thinking of you and your family.

November 03, 2008 8:18 AM  
Anonymous korin said...

Oh sweetie. I'm so very sorry. YOu'll be in my thoughts. rest and be gentle with you.

November 03, 2008 12:33 PM  
Anonymous Alex said...

Oh, Megan. I'm so sorry. I hope you can take gentle care of yourself.

November 03, 2008 2:07 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I have no words to express how sorry I am for you and your little family. Take care of you.

November 04, 2008 7:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Oh my God, Megan..........
So so sorry.

November 05, 2008 1:22 PM  
Blogger OvaGirl said...

Megan I am so terribly sorry.


November 06, 2008 3:33 AM  

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